Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Marijuana affects your brain. formed.
Marijuana affects your self-control. Marijuana can seriously affect your sense of time and your coordination, impacting
Marijuana affects your lungs.
Marijuana affects other aspects of your health.
Marijuana can limit your body's ability to fight off infection.3
marijuana use can even increase the risk of developing certain mental illnesses.4
Marijuana is not always what it seems.
Marijuana can be laced with other dangerous drugs without your knowledge. "
marijuana--sometimes have substances such as crack cocaine, PCP, or embalming fluid added.
Marijuana can be addictive.

is this drug legal
no
Normally, dried marijuana leaves and flowers are smoked or baked into food. Health care providers can legally prescribe Marinol®. Some people get the same effects from Marinol® as from smoked marijuana. Others prefer to smoke marijuana. They can use just the amount they need without bad effects from higher doses. it makes them feel good

National Clearinghouse for Alcohol and Drug Information at 800-729-6686.
In the 1970’s men had authority over women in the United States. Women couldn’t do anything; because they had that title of being lady like. so men had the authority to do what they wanted from voting and telling women what to do.

Monday, May 24, 2010

the birth

it was a early Saturday and me and markia was on the phone we was just talking and out of no where she said I think my water broke I was like stop lying then she said no I really think my water just broke I was like really are you sure did it really she was like yeah she called her mom and told her mom told her to call the hospital and they told her to go to the hospital so I told my dad to take me up there markia went and took a shower before she went cause she didn’t want to go all sticky and wet. so I get up there my dad said he gonna go back home and turn every thing off when I got in there I was so damn scarred but hap y I was bout to be a father to a baby girl when I got in there markia her mom and her grandmother was in a lil room where to doctors come take the blood pressure and see if the baby is doing rite so later on they moved her to a bigger room its around 10 thirty and she having contractions rite when she got 5 centimeters dilated they gave her the upper droller it looked weird like I thought they just put in your iv but like they have to put it in your spine but markia took it like a thug after she got that she was cool she was talking and making joke so it get around 11 and nothing going on they check in the baby and she pooping inside markia they said she was stressing so they said when they check again they might gonna have to if she still doing this where going to have to give you a emergency c section so minutes go by and they said sincere was doing the same thing so they said where gonna have to give you the c section markia wasn’t scared she like ok lets get this over with she wanted to be done so they take her in to a big o operation room and they made me put on jump suite like they had on it was really comfortable to they had to numb her from her waist up to her head she couldnt feel anything. like they went rite to work they didn’t waste anytime they cut her open quick it look so nasty like the blood was so red they were jus tuggin and tuggin they said if you don hear no crying its ok once sincere came out of there she was crying her lungs off she was crying for joy cause she was out that belly to tell you the truth I thought sincere was gonna be ugly cause for some reason I think all new born are ugly like they just all look the same for that first hour you know I thought she wasn’t gonna have no hair at all but when I seen her she was just glowing she had hair like a mug and I’m not saying it cause she mines I’m saying it cause she the truth I didn’t want to cry so I had to act hard but I was happy that I had my daughter sincere Marj'sharae Brinson 6 pounds . 8 ounces she’s my lil angle

the classes and the meeting

man I will never in my life go to any more baby classes I went to five baby classes and I’m gonna tell you about them like around when markia was about 2 and a half months we went to a birth class called best begins me and markia was the only young couple and we was black lol and we was late as all black people are. we walk I there and all eyes was on us once when we came in we sat rite down to the nearest table they had all the couple tell every body there name and how many month they are pregnant. markia was acting scary so she had me to tell every body about us so once we got done with that and they was telling us about what babies do when there around 1-4 months like they can poop and pee in you and they drink it to and they was showing us about the 2d ultra sounds and 3d one and at the end of it they was showing us breathing things and they gave us a fun bag. We went to that class at nine in the morning and didn’t get out till like three they didn’t give us any lunch so I was beefin. then when markia was five months we got a doula she came every other week for an hour or two helping s about breathing and how to breath when she is having to the baby she showed me was to cope with her when markia is going through her pregnant mean stage. And when markia was like six months we went to a car seat class I don’t even know why we went to a class I know how to put a car seat in but i think we went for the free car seat. Then for a weekly class almost we had a home nurse to come and tell us how markia was doing and teach us about what we didn’t know about. And there was the social worker for wick we had to meet her to get the voucher she was retarded like she wasn’t like she was acting hella like not knowing what she was doing.

Monday, May 17, 2010

Whats this baby name



James Bond: The name's Bond, James Bond.
Is it me or is it all men like we really don’t care what are baby name is. We only care if it’s a ghetto name like neshiqqa or tyrawondaa you know those names that don’t even need all the letters in them like when it’s a q and you only need a e in the name. that kind of stuff I don’t put up with but for some reason it was hard for me to pick a name for my daughter cause I really wanted to keep it simple like calling her jasmine or Kelly you know common regular girl name but no markia wanted to go all out she wanted to get a name that makes it unique she says she don’t want none of those name so every day she would ask me what do you want to name her I keep on saying I don’t know cause I don’t really know and tip for all coming up fathers( when your wife or girl ask your input on something your really saying it for no reason because there just gonna get mad because they don’t like what you said and they just don’t want to do what you said. she goes in the baby book and look for name but all the names I say are the same name in the baby book so she gets mad at me cause I cant find one I tell her that you should just name her Tyron Brinson just like Georg foremen he named all his kids gorge even his daughters. she really got mad at me so days pass and she tell me a name about her and her friend made called like princess Stevie - something Brinson i was like what the hell is a princess- Stevie I really didn’t like that so a week pass and markia came up with a name called sincere marj’sray Brinson I liked it was nice and I just fell in love with it and that was our daughter name sincere Brinson.

Friday, May 14, 2010

26-28 weeks DIVA MOMMENT



Sometimes I think it's better to be a diva.



No fights no nothing. The baby kicked 24/7 day in and day out it’s like she never stops every time she hears a voice she would move every time her mom move she would kick. She so active every time we go to the baby appointments she acts up when its time to get her heart rate check she would run away from the doctors so the doctor wouldn’t mess with her.
But on the 26 week she wasn’t kicking like she use to she was kicking like only three times a day me and markia didn’t pay no attention we just thought that she was tired of moving so much. But the next week later she didn’t kick at all there was days where just kick once than just stop kicking and moving so me and markia are getting worried we don’t know what’s going on so we call the doctors and they tell us to come up there when we get there they take us to a room the room look like those room where you do your lie detectors at.
They put a strap on markia so they can see the baby heart rate and see if she having contraction. We were there for hour’s man and she didn’t move or kick. She was alive because her heart beat was normal but she still didn’t move they said they don’t want us to leave till she moves. So markia changes position so the baby can move around and do some but she didn’t want to move so the nurse come in and give her some ice water and once markia drunk it the baby start tripping she wouldn’t stop kicking at all and kept on moving and moving the doctor said it ok she just having her diva moment.

Monday, May 3, 2010

20-26 weeks the hormones


Money is like hormones. It’s just how you feel on any given day. Janice Dickinson


Now this is where all men do not want to make there wife/girl friend mad sad angry or any bad other emotion that they could get. when we was in our 5 - 6 months it was a wreck crying from crying chairs getting thrown across the room people getting yelled at curs just every thing a pregnant women could do. For all the men out there that’s not pregnant with your wife/girl friend. It is one of the scariest things you will see in your life they will be so happy for one minute but if they don’t get what they want or they see something dirty they will blow up like they will just turn to a whole new person. And they would stay like that for days some weeks. one day I seen Markia in the bathroom she was looking at her self in the mirror she was crying and yelling that she fat, so she ask me "Tyron do I really look fat" it took me the long time to answer her because this is how they set you up for the trap fellas. if you say " no baby you don’t look fat you look really good you don’t need to stress over that" she will look at her self even more then she will turn to the side and once she do that she will look at her stretch marks and she will keep on looking than turn to you and get even more mad because she know only bigger people get stretch marks then she yells at you cause you lied to her. That the first trap

The second trap is don’t look at her and for a long time then they really think your calling them fat and the last trap is don’t say they look pregnant because when you say that they "I know I look pregnant you don’t have to tell me that, you know what just leave get out your no help"

So when she ask me that I just told her that "everything will be okay" I was trying to change the subject so we wouldn’t have to talk about it but that didn’t work either and she got even more mad.

And men there on thing when their pregnant, Women are always right remember that

Thursday, April 29, 2010

12-16 wEEKS(is it a boy or girl)

~ All the time we wondered and wondered, who is this person coming/growing/turning/floating/swimming deep, deep inside -Crescent Dragonwagon
12-16 wEEKS

You know how men want boys because there easy to handle and they wa
nt there lil Jr. or there football baseball star, their own lil themselves, I really wanted a girl. I was telling every body I wanted a boy because it felt kind of strange to tell people I want a girl. The reason why I wanted a girl because to me there way easy to handle, they learn quicker and they don cry like boys cause lil boys are cry babies. Markia was four months and we went to the hos
pital for an ultra sound I thought when they did them they just put the jelly on belly and the recorder stick then they see the sex of the baby, but no they had to see how big her head was and how many toes she have and fingers and eyes and legs. They did it six time four different angles. so I’m in the seat next to Markia just waiting for the lady to tell us what where having, Mark
ia grandmother was there her Mom was there to, her Grandmother wanted a boy Markia wanted a boy to her Mom just wanted the baby to be healty but I think she wanted a boy to. so ten minutes later she said her legs they look good hers her toes and they look good and hers your girl" what Markia shouted" yeah hers your girl Markia ask the lady "are you sure its a girl" the lady said "yeah hers her lips and ovaries" my heart just jumped with joy I ask for a baby girl and I got one.


Wednesday, April 28, 2010

5-12 WEEKS, A family is a circle of love, not broken by a loss, but made stronger by the memories. We remember."

A family is a circle of love, not broken by a loss, but made stronger by the memories. We remember."-Mary Burgess

A family is a circle of love, not broken by a loss, but made stronger by the memories. We remember."-Mary Burgess
5-12 WEEKS


When I seen this quote I think of the relationship me and Markia was having before we got pregnant it was really rocky like every other second there was a fight not physical fighting just verbal. We always said we would be together but the rate we was going we couldn’t even stand each other didn’t want to rise a baby with all this ruckus cause its not fun always seeing your parents arguing over some lil problems that they could of talk about it was just a shame. But if we leave we would just fall under the category of teen parents not staying together.
Teen pregnancy also can be hard on teen fathers. The pregnancy can strain their relationships with their girlfriend and with their parents. And teen fathers do not go as far in school and make less money when they get in the job market than teens that do not father children. Even though they are young, they have to face up to adult responsibilities like supporting the mother emotionally and financially during her pregnancy and helping to raise their child. They are financially responsible for their children until their children turn 18. So even know we were having are bad time we turned it around so are child can have a life that we both wanted.....A Family.

A grand adventure is about to begin 1-4

A grand adventure is about to begin. -- Winnie the Pooh
1-4 WEEKS

I never thought I would be having a baby at seventeen, I never I thought I would be having a baby period, I always told my self and other people I will adopt a seventeen year old girl or boy, and when they turn eighteen they will be on there way so I wouldn’t have to take care of them for all eighteen years.. But hey never, say never.

When my girlfriend came out the doctors room and told me she was pregnant all I can think of is a grand adventure is about to begin, no more parties, smoking, drinking and all the other bad thing you want to do as a teenager because now my life is to my child that will be born I cant mess around school cause I need an education so I can get a good job so I can support my new family. The abortion word came up a lil during the first week but hey if I can be in the bed making a baby I can be a father and take care of my kid.

when I first found out I told my oldest sister she was like my second mom I talked to her when my problems where bad, she was telling me that she was disappointed because she didn’t want me to go through what she did when she was young she had a kid a eighteen but she was still young struggling by her self. But the main thing that every teen parent wanted to hear was that she will support me and by her saying that she boosted my confidence up. The last thing that I needed to do was to tell my parents. My parents and I don’t have a good talking relationship, like we talk but it’s about cleaning or stuffs that not even irrelevant. But me and my parents have an good relationship in all. The same day I talk to my sister I talk to my parents I came rite in the door and told them that Markia was pregnant once I said that I was so scared for my life I just stayed in my room till my mom called me in her room the only thing she said is it yours and if it is you better take care of he or she and my dad said the same thing. I was shocked I expected the yelling and "boy I should of kill you" and all those things but they both said Tyron I’ll support you