Thursday, April 29, 2010

12-16 wEEKS(is it a boy or girl)

~ All the time we wondered and wondered, who is this person coming/growing/turning/floating/swimming deep, deep inside -Crescent Dragonwagon
12-16 wEEKS

You know how men want boys because there easy to handle and they wa
nt there lil Jr. or there football baseball star, their own lil themselves, I really wanted a girl. I was telling every body I wanted a boy because it felt kind of strange to tell people I want a girl. The reason why I wanted a girl because to me there way easy to handle, they learn quicker and they don cry like boys cause lil boys are cry babies. Markia was four months and we went to the hos
pital for an ultra sound I thought when they did them they just put the jelly on belly and the recorder stick then they see the sex of the baby, but no they had to see how big her head was and how many toes she have and fingers and eyes and legs. They did it six time four different angles. so I’m in the seat next to Markia just waiting for the lady to tell us what where having, Mark
ia grandmother was there her Mom was there to, her Grandmother wanted a boy Markia wanted a boy to her Mom just wanted the baby to be healty but I think she wanted a boy to. so ten minutes later she said her legs they look good hers her toes and they look good and hers your girl" what Markia shouted" yeah hers your girl Markia ask the lady "are you sure its a girl" the lady said "yeah hers her lips and ovaries" my heart just jumped with joy I ask for a baby girl and I got one.


Wednesday, April 28, 2010

5-12 WEEKS, A family is a circle of love, not broken by a loss, but made stronger by the memories. We remember."

A family is a circle of love, not broken by a loss, but made stronger by the memories. We remember."-Mary Burgess

A family is a circle of love, not broken by a loss, but made stronger by the memories. We remember."-Mary Burgess
5-12 WEEKS


When I seen this quote I think of the relationship me and Markia was having before we got pregnant it was really rocky like every other second there was a fight not physical fighting just verbal. We always said we would be together but the rate we was going we couldn’t even stand each other didn’t want to rise a baby with all this ruckus cause its not fun always seeing your parents arguing over some lil problems that they could of talk about it was just a shame. But if we leave we would just fall under the category of teen parents not staying together.
Teen pregnancy also can be hard on teen fathers. The pregnancy can strain their relationships with their girlfriend and with their parents. And teen fathers do not go as far in school and make less money when they get in the job market than teens that do not father children. Even though they are young, they have to face up to adult responsibilities like supporting the mother emotionally and financially during her pregnancy and helping to raise their child. They are financially responsible for their children until their children turn 18. So even know we were having are bad time we turned it around so are child can have a life that we both wanted.....A Family.

A grand adventure is about to begin 1-4

A grand adventure is about to begin. -- Winnie the Pooh
1-4 WEEKS

I never thought I would be having a baby at seventeen, I never I thought I would be having a baby period, I always told my self and other people I will adopt a seventeen year old girl or boy, and when they turn eighteen they will be on there way so I wouldn’t have to take care of them for all eighteen years.. But hey never, say never.

When my girlfriend came out the doctors room and told me she was pregnant all I can think of is a grand adventure is about to begin, no more parties, smoking, drinking and all the other bad thing you want to do as a teenager because now my life is to my child that will be born I cant mess around school cause I need an education so I can get a good job so I can support my new family. The abortion word came up a lil during the first week but hey if I can be in the bed making a baby I can be a father and take care of my kid.

when I first found out I told my oldest sister she was like my second mom I talked to her when my problems where bad, she was telling me that she was disappointed because she didn’t want me to go through what she did when she was young she had a kid a eighteen but she was still young struggling by her self. But the main thing that every teen parent wanted to hear was that she will support me and by her saying that she boosted my confidence up. The last thing that I needed to do was to tell my parents. My parents and I don’t have a good talking relationship, like we talk but it’s about cleaning or stuffs that not even irrelevant. But me and my parents have an good relationship in all. The same day I talk to my sister I talk to my parents I came rite in the door and told them that Markia was pregnant once I said that I was so scared for my life I just stayed in my room till my mom called me in her room the only thing she said is it yours and if it is you better take care of he or she and my dad said the same thing. I was shocked I expected the yelling and "boy I should of kill you" and all those things but they both said Tyron I’ll support you